My Heart is Bleeding...

Hello...This is going to be a very special post.one of a kind in my blog.its very different.cos its special.its just for you.i cant hold it anymore.i must release those kind of fucking misery.it sucks.alot.i doubt you will see this.but im just gonna post it.i don care le.you know wad.its seems like days were fun and short with you here.but now.days were longer than before and i been back to a square.you added colours to my life.you change it.and i been more caring.and.i been thining maybe.i would care more for my friends.but before i started caring.you put a fullstop there.just the day i started school.i been down.no one was there for me.where have you been.you are such a great friend to me.but it just seems like a 4-5 days friendship.you gave me that kind of feelings during that few days.i cant express it.but.thx.i appreciated it alot.dunno why.breaking friendships seems quite easy to me last time.but.this time it hard.i cried for the entire 2 nights.i cried in the night so nobody will see me.its just 4-5 days.and and and.i cried so hard.i hardly cry.you hardly even see me crying.but my life seems to change.im not so happy anymore.not your fault.its me.my problem.dosent consent anyone.you started letting me care.and and and.if we have continued to be friends.i might been a care leader next year.im actually not so nice.i lied.but.you too.i have seen you le.in facebook.you said you don have.but when i typed your email.i found it.i saw how you look like.but i don care.my life.is.going.down.i will remember you.i promise.you always smsed last message.but i don want it to be the last.i want it to restart.press that button.everything will restart.or perhaphs.i should'nt have gone online.i gone the wrong way.i should have gone out with my friends.and.stayed longer on thurday.its all me.you been in my mind every day.everytime.im trying to forget you.but i cant.everything seems like its related to you.like my friend's name.its so hard to forget you.so.i just choose to remember you.you rock alot.im still gonna keep that present.and.i will put it at somewhere near exit c at serangoon.i think.or.i will keep it till i see you again.i wish you good luck.bye.i love you.i will miss you.