Seems like everything is about you

Hello...
my second post today...
i actually don want post wan...
but...
too bored...
no choice...
post lor...
my only entertainment...
oh...
and...
the youtube DAMN fucking shit.
load so slow...
i want to forget unhappiness also cant...
want to watch vid leh...
sigh...
idiot...
oh...
you know wad??!!
I don like my....
handphone le!!!!
i used to love it like siao...
like my precious little thing...
now...
i just throw it on my bed...
i release my anger on it...
haha...
ok...
i actually dunno la...
when its not with me...
i get very anxious about it...
when its with me...
i throw it away...
too much sadness is contained...
ok...
so...
on 31st...
this month...
im going to....
the...
TOMBSTONE!!!!
isint it scary...
i bet its is...
im going there in the morning...
sigh....
im scared...
but...
its a must to go...
for project...
so....
no choice lor...
scare to death also good...
then...
no nid worry.no nid sad.
you know wad....
yesterday...
i felt like...
commiting suicide...
i dunno why....
just wondering...
who would cry when i die...
but....
i just cant die...
cos my parents are still here...
maybe...
next time...
maybe...
when i have no one that is related to me...
i might just jump down...
and....
i just found out that....
commiting suicide...
is a crime...
haha...
siao one lor...
but who care...
oh...
you know wad...
my favourite object now is...
KIWI!!!!
i love it so much...
i bring it to everywhere i go...
cool rite...
LOL!!!!
okok...
the video...
still haven load finish...
sianz x 1000!!!!
i have so many songs...
that fits my feeling now...
hais...
i hate it la...
ohohoh...
i found this on my friend's blog...
she posted it as....
fuck my life...
ok...
it suits me...
so...
fuck my life!!!!
ok...
then...
i found another sentence...
its on another friend's blog...
she posted it as...
I rather be blind then see him happy with her
its so nice la..
so true...
ok...
im seriously bored...
thats why...
im like talking to myself now...
im mental...
i want to go mental hospital...
can stay away from troubles...
i hate life...
theres always ups and downs...
that you have to overcome...
fucking idiot shit ass life!!!!!!!!
ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay...
now i feel much better...
ok...
bye...go play games le...
bye bye bye...

OH!
and heres a part of a song...
is my fav part...

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye

its so nice...
theres still many of my fav parts...
perhaphs i post later...