YoiSh!

Yo!
long time no blog eh?..haha..
cos i lazy...or sometimes want post but forget..kekeke
now talking to grandma...
then talkin about Malaysia trip this December:D
going there to see...
great grandmother and cousin...
cos one of my cousin...
going JAPAN!!!
to study:)
haha...
He so...TyPiCaL..
cos...not many ppl will go JAPAN to...
ya'know study,so i find him SpECial
and..
he gonna go there for like...
5 freakinG years...
haha..
cool...but very long...
haha...
my ahma say...
if he go thr long le...
maybe dun wan go back malaysia le...
haha...
like my big uncle like that ..
my father side one...
he went JAPAN...
then dun wan coe back Singapore le...
wat a saddiss right..LOL
kk..
anyway...
if u(my cousin thats gonna go JAP) sees this...
er...
just wanna say...
I will miss u when u go thr...haha.
k..
oH yA..
ya'know wat...
i might go jap next year...
for exchange trip...
so...
maybe can meet my cousin thr or somethin..
haha...lets depend on fate then...LOL
currently...
listening to only human-k
quite nice..
and he is a korean leh...
singing japanese song..
pro?
haha
so long nvr post...
now millions of things to post...
anyway...
just wanna tell a person...
in case the person ever sees this...
i just wanna tell u...
after not sms-ing u...
my life became better alot..
i hardly live in fear of my mum finding out about me being friends with you
yeah..thx for the times that we were friends...
talking about all stuff...
haha...
and i became less EmO:D
haha...
okay...
lets hope you find a GF soon:D
and if u still remember me..
might as well invite me to ur wedding nxt time yeah!
hAHa:D
and...
to tell u somethin...
i have EVER like/love u...haha..
twice...
haha...
but maybe...
its not really considered love..
yEah...
okay..
anyway...
recently...
i started watchin jap dramas...
and i simply love it(L)
its like WOW!!!
especially dramas like...
TUMBLING(L)
GHOST FRIENDS(L)
i love those two...
and...
i started a little bit in J-POP:D
the guys were so...
Handsome lah...
can Compare to korean idOls...
isint that means its just grEat!
haha..
k...
i just love my life now...in a way..
and hate it in some other ways...
and...ya'no wat...
im going tell all my FRIENDS...
when somethings are going bad for them...
I WONT ABANDON MY FRIENDS.
yeaH...
and..
i think...
i on the edge of losing...
a...
VERY GOOD GOOD...
friend...
i wont say who...
but...
just cause this year we were...
in a diff class...
we become distanting from each other...
she became...
not humourous...
she used to have more humour sense than me...
but now...
can i just say her humour sense is...
0 zero?
i dun know...
im lost...
i remembering having great times with her...
we went to a place where memories were built...
and we had arranged a date thr 10 yrs ltr...
but...
now...
i just hope she still remembers that...
and...
nxt year..
we definetly...
going diff class...
so...
im just wondering...
will i just lose her like that...
she totally changed...
can i just say she changed after knowing______?
i dun know...
while typing this...
im sort of tearing...
i can REALLY SAY...
I MISS THE OLD YOU...
i hope u go back to who u were...
and...
to test if she is still the same as i first knew her...
im waiting for 16 nov...
thx givving day...
on that day..
my ex form teacher will be present over there too...
and she will surely talk to her...
lets see if she will make my teacher laughed like last time...
i remembered...
last time...
she would not say i was lame..
she would be thinking about what i was thinking sometimes
WE would always laugh at lame jokes..
like kids in p1...
I MISS THOSE TIMES
I WANNA GO BACK TO LAST YEAR
I WANNA HAVE A TIMEMACHINE WITH ME NOW
sorry...but i have to tell u this...
i really hope i can save this friendship..:(
and...
sometimes...
i think and think...
issit really u change...
or issit me...
i really think hard about that...
but really...
i have no idea...
anyway...
i better stop...
im way too sad...
u just created a scar on my heart...
k...
ByE...